HOLD FAST TO DREAMS,
FOR IF DREAMS DIE,
LIFE THEN IS A BIRD
THAT CANNOT FLY.
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18:24 

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where to start? :duma2:




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23:40 

before to sleep...

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Thank you Doug...Maybe I won't have many exciting and wonderful things to write about.I just must write in my loving English every day indeed. There's a place where I can write as I can. Their Magesty English Grammar@American Grammer won't chase after me to punish me when I truly deserve it.
Perhaps my daily writing can be boring...I hope not that much...
To write, write and write is my way to learn this language I so loved :)
Well, here I GO....
to sleep :rotate:

@: happy, having a good day and meeting friends

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07:55 

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:upset: ohh I missed a day to write about... It was a good day though... I have found my will-power and did my morning exerceses. BUT....where are youuuuuuu ??? come back my little naughty will-power!!! Morning exercises can live without me, but how can I live without them?....hiding still....and I have to run to work....
:) Not to forget. I know how to make Russian word "" using English letters now. It looks so LOCTb :vo: It brightened my Yesterday's day best of all :jump2: well now I jump to work...

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02:25 

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Night...I go and tears are running on my cheeks..Those few people I meet on my way don't pay any attention to my face in tears. Now nobody cares about others...It couldn't happen so twenty years ago...That time people were kind and couldn't indifferently pass by someone crying ...But now it is now. I am 37 of age crying as bitter as ten years ago when my mom has gone. Just ten years ago it was snowing this day, everything was clear and white...
When my mom was with me I didn't know how I was happy and now I know that I am unhappy in something big not to have my mom beside....

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22:59 

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JUST BECAUSE YOU WALK AWAY

TELL ME HOW COULD THIS BE
YOU'RE NOT WITH ME
WHY DOES IT HURT DEEP INSIDE ME
SHOW ME WHERE CAN I RUN
WHERE CAN I HIDE
FROM ALL THE PAIN THAT'S INSIDE ME

I STILL REMEMBER THE WAY WE TOUCHED
I FEEL YOUR KISSES ON ME
YOU THINK YOU'RE NO LONGER IN MY HEART
YOU'RE STILL THE ANGEL I SEE

CHORUS:
JUST BECAUSE YOU WALK AWAY IT DOESN'T MEAN
GOODBYE
YOU CAN THINK YOU'RE GONE BUT YOU'RE INSIDE ME
JUST BECAUSE YOU WALK AWAY IT DOESN'T MEAN THE
END
EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES WE FALL IN LOVE AGAIN

I SEE YOU TOUCHING MY FACE
FELL MY HEART RACE
EVERY BEAT MEANS I LOVE YOU
HOLD ME, TAKE ME TONIGHT
STAY BY MY SIDE
PROMISING YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE ME

I STILL REMEMBER THE NIGHT WE MET
AND ALL THE MEMORIES YOU GAVE ME
BUT IF YOU THINK YOU CAN TAKE THEM BACK
YOU'LL ONLY SEE WHAT I SEE

CHORUS

YOU MADE ME FEEL MY HEART
YOU GOT TO ME
WE WERE TOUCHING THE EDGE OF HEAVEN
WHEN YOU WALKED INTO THIS WORLD OF MINE
YOU STOPPED THE HANDS OF TIME

CHORUS.


It's a song from CD I'll give tomorrow to my daughter as a gift.
She is 15 tomorrow. :pozdr3:

: I'd like to know if somebody liked the song and wants to listen to it...you can vote here
1. YES and the sooner the better 
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2. can Russians sing in good English? 
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3. I'd like to...since Annet put it here 
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4. nope 
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5. OK (as favorite/favourite answer some friends of mine:-))) 
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23:32 

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SPRING has arrived in my part of world at last!

:attr: I do not need to wear my winter jacket any longer

Warm. Sunny.

There's no so much mud, what's really strange....


Thank you Nature for lovely day!!!



I got a letter today Who is interested click and read

read here

@: music: Fort Minor "Believe Me"

@: mood: according to weather ;)

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02:05 

I AM A BAD GIRL.

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Night.
What do usually people do coming from work too late ? I think those who consider themselves like normal people, they take a shower and go to bed immediately. As for me on coming home I immediately turn on my computer, then spend a penny and pay a visit to the bathroom :D Can I have my sleep well and sweet and sound before checking my emailbox? Probably no. So I am kind of crazy and addicted to the Internet person. Some would say it's a sickness. I would say it's a happiness. Let every has his or her own opinion.
It's a deep night. I don't go to bed even I was yawning my head off at work. I can type. Every can. Who has a computer of course. I can type in English. It weighs MORE. LOL I love this my ability and that's why I am not tired to repeat it again and again, to all world. ;)


but today I was a bad girl at work...Two acts of mine were bad, maybe a little funny, I'd say...It's how to look at it...Maybe it looked like a play where I have played a role of a bad person. Well, I don't know if I have a right to tell this everyone...
So if somebody wants to know exactly which bad things I have done I let you peep here

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02:41 

a very good day-off

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Sunday,16...it was a very lovely day for me...for
I slept as much as I need :yes: for
I had a chat with my loving friends :yes: for
It was a good spring day :yes: for
I walked through my town enjoying by weather and my day-off :yes: for
I've bought something look here

:) how did you like my new "horse"?

@: music of spring wind mixed with car's noise ;

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07:21 

First ride...

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Yesterday my new bicycle decided to test me how good I am at riding it.
I thought it would be nice to go to the shop where I used to work. Usually it took about twenty minutes to go there by bus.
:fig: Probably we took a wrong direction...that wasn't good....We have found the way back, it was very good :)
:( Then I wasn't allowed to ride in the Park. It was a great disappointment for me. There has happened an accident when little child was hit by a big bicycle. Now they allow to ride just children bicycles.
Well, it's okay for me I had to say to myself...
I can go to forest ..it was nice to ski there. It will be nice to ride a bicycle there as well. I just wasn't sure whether paths are dry or no.
Near to the forest I was stopped. I looked to the right>
then I looked to the left<
This mud blocked my way to the forest...aaaaaa
Don't ask me whether I saw something in the third direction...because I don't know how to write it correct. straight of me? ahead?
So I had to return home.
And there's something that I saw beside our building ...
interested?


now byeeee :bye:



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06:41 

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Got up early today...
I was awoken by the song of birds.
do not look!



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01:05 

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Its so late here!
The clock shows time to be tucked into bed but I am not even going to do it yet
I was reading
It has been raining here since noon and I dont know better thing than to sleep or read in such weatherI chosen to read.

Usually I read the book from the end . When the end is interesting I start to read the book from the beginning. Thats me. And thats how I read in Russian. The same with English, since I can read in it.

Today I was reading books from the beginning.

NoNothing has happened

The sun rises and sets as usual

Its simple books I was reading today have no ends!!! These books I get by email five days a week from Norton Library. If I like the book and want to know it through I have to order it. But of course I cannot order it however I wanted it. So all I have to do is to read all books from the beginning. Aaaaaaaawwww Some stories are really gripping! They leave in my heart feeling of regret that I cannot read it till end and make me think much about heroes and events

Am I masochist?

Midnight.

I can sleep less than 6 hours. I work, I wanted to say, tomorrow, but its already today

I will be very sleepy at work :sleepy: will doze off in the electric train, will yawn all the time at work will keep saying that it would be nice to have a cup of coffee to start day with And the barkeep will be pretending to be deaf and dumb Usually being such a smart boy he becomes soo silly I wonder what happens with him all the time I want to have a cup of coffee like Espresso? When my hints begin to reach ( not his ears but his nerves, I believe ) he starts to play game of words with me like that:

- if I have a cup of coffee right now Ill stop yawn so much infecting others

-( barkeep, yawning himself) go and make a cup of coffee for yourself, whats the problem?
- Nescafe cant stop my yawning being instant coffee, its bad
- Its not bad. THIS coffee is really bad for your heart.
- Espresso will make me feel better
- Look, who drinks espresso on mornings? Just people who dont care of oneselffools , in short
- I want to be a fool right now
- No, maybe in the eveningnow make a strong black tea for yourself
- You, ignorant! Do not you know that tea has more tannin than coffee? So you care of my health? Of health of your poor cashier that hardly can keep her eyes open this morning! Of your best and closest helper when it begins hard time for you and you are torn making coffee, juices and cocktails
- This greedy barkeep dares to smile
- I still want coffee
- You do not
- I do
- You do not
- You do not , I do want!

Then theres time for lunch when we do not have time to argue
To be continued.
:zzz:


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02:33 

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Prologue

Night. Computer is on making its regular noise. Theres a cup with kefir in it on the table. Annet is sitting at the puter. She types word or two and then takes a sip of kefir. She thinks how to start to keep her diary again. The problem is that she doesnt want to post anything not nice So she has not to post anything at all. And here she has an argument with herself. There were not days completely bad. Always was something good that made her feel happy even it just lasted for five minutes or so.
OK here she goes


Morning

I overslept. It was ten minutes to eleven when I got up. It was my first day off so I turned on my PC and went to the bathroom to make my eyes a little wider than they were after sleep. OOPPSSS left-clicking on connect to the Internet brought nothing but disappointment.
I wondered was there any interrelationship with me beeing home and connection to the Internet. The connection was absent while I was no doubt present. UGH


Close to noon
Lena and I were getting ready to shopping. Taught by a bitter experience we both had to equip. Lena took my cell-phone to listen to the radio. I took the CD-player to listen to a new CD from Hot English. We both knew it was better if we kept silent going together. She might say something rude and I might as well turn back on half of our way.

Still I tried to say something to her for what she answered: Non parlo (thats her new crush on Italian language) ( and she was so kind to me to translate this meaning to me) ( do not speak)

Soall I had to do was to concentrate on horror sounds
Howling wind and the wind blowing were so natural! The most frighten sound was the sound of a body put into an acid bath But the most spooky sound was the sound of

SPOOKY LAUGH

SPOOKY LAUGH

:horror: Spooky laugh.. ha ha ha ha ha



In the store.

It was very unusual how we were unanimous in what to buy. She didnt mind buying a lot of oranges and grapefruits that was rewarded with bananas and sunflower seeds
On our way back we dropped in the shop to buy something to wear. Ha ha ha I do not know whether it is okay to say what we bought or not. Well we bought pants. Not pants that are trousers. Something that you wear under trousers. Probably it is called underwear pants in English. He he he I always giggle at my daughter for what kind of pants she wears. I call this triangle of cloth that she wears as thread in the butt and wonder what for she wears pants if they do not cover her buttocks at all. She giggles at me thinking how it is possible to wear other sort of pants. She was so happy to have her new thread in the butt with butterfly that I did not dare to say mine were better. Oh yes my daughter was walking on air! I bought a new pair of trainers for her. So nice that now I am thinking of buying the same to myself

Well, it was a good dayand now it starts a new one so Id better go to sleep :zzz:

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20:59 

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My dear friend
I need a comfort
I do not know what's wrong
but something is
I feel so blue
I'd rather see everything pink...


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23:53 

The day that made of pictures :-)

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I caught a chill a few days ago...I had to stay in bed sleeping in...

Today I felt better and decided to get rid of two thermometers of mine that were out of order. It contains mercury and being broken is a danger for people. Of course I do not have a child of kindergarten age that to expect anything bad...but being a mom of a teen I do not really know what to expect!!!

My daughter and I went to the forest to dig in thermometers.
Nobody knows but peep here



Uh how long I haven't been in the forest! Do not these two mushrooms look like wine-glasses?


look at this just if you have strong nerves

I was just strolling in the forest... :-)) as for other people...THEY DID NOT WASTE TIME !!!!!



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23:00 

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I get a SMS on my cell-phone while I am writing an email to my friend's Mom.
The message exactly is:
Anja, Hello! We are in the hotel, cannot get the access to the Internet. Could you please say what "expiration date" means?

NICE. Who are they can be? I write a reply half in Russian, half in English just like that:

eto iste4enie kakogo libo sroka, ot kogo this message, may I know?
( it's an end of any date,who is this message from, may I know?)

I try to send this message. No luck. I get the message from MTS that there is just $1.76 on my phone account and it's not enogh to send the message. Geez! I know what's the matter. I forgot to put 8495 before the number. I try to send again. UFFF message is sent now.

Then I start to think... Whose a phone number is it? Hmmm the number is in my book-phone , but not named... Probably it's a number of my sister's husband. Well, I'll figure it out in a min. I go to the regular phone and dial a number of his sister.
- Hi, there. It's me, Annet. Do you know where is Lena now?
-Yeah. They are in France right now.
-ha ha ha clouds parted.....at this moment I hear the sound of incoming message on my cell-phone again

the new message is " these are Oleg and Lena...Oleg's number. I understood, will try again"
he he they got my message. I explain the things and hang up.

This unexpected SMS brought a change to my evening...

:weep2: Ohhh tomorrow to work.....


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Reading Test

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I am shocked by a news....The man, whose name I didn't even know but watched his programs on Discavery Channel was killed by a sting-ray....
The man, wearing his khaki's shorts & T-shirt, loving all this animal world is no longer with us....
How he managed with those snakes and spiders! I was glued to TV those rare times I saw his programs, was attracted to his voice and his look...
Just why the best people leave this world so early? why?

May he rest on heaven. Amen.

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01:45 

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It is a bad day for me. The day, when I found out that my daughter tells a lie all the time. She wont go to school this year. I hope I took a right decision. I found out that she skipped lessons on September, 12. I dont know where she was..who she was withwhat she did that day. I just know that she didnt answer the phone at 6:00, 7:00, 8:00, 9:00, 10:00, 11:00PMShe wasnt home. She said she was but switched the phone off. When I came home she was in bed and the phone was on. She still continues to object that she was skipping school that dayDoes she really think I am so stupid to believe her tales?
She tied to a company , to a bad oneShe keeps smoking, the only her wish is to go for a walk. She started school with just bad marks. Did she think about learning? She did think about walking. I do know that it is not a good decision to lock her homeI just have no choice..andI thought a lot, I tried to convince myself that everything will be alrightbut I fed upits pain and I hate myself for this but I do not love my daughter any morethat is just a mothers duty, what I feel to her..She has been making me unhappy for about two years. The farther the worseI was happy, joyful and sociable kind of personI look at myself and do not find that Annet I used to beno music any moreneighbours listen to their radioThe more I am trying to prevent her from doing bad things, the more I worry about her the more I lose myself. I am a bad single parent. I want to be freeits impossible until she is 18.

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01:51 

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Night...Can't believe this working day has finished! I am at home trying to get warm up. It's so cold outside!!! Uhhh how late. I should get up at 9:00 to do morning exercises. I really need my will power by my side! Well, if I ignore alarm clock at 9:00
FEEL FREE YOUSELF TO THROW ROTTEN TOMATOES AT ME

nighty-nighty and a good waking up to me

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23:33 

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I keep something on my lap. It's not a toy but...well, this thing is a kitten. I sit and cannot move because this lovely grey thing is not mewing at last but is sleeping! We brought it from the market today.It is soo little, must be only 1 month . Its eye is sore, so we bought special liquid to cure our little thing. We thought it was one problem for us to cure its eye but now....we tried to feed kitten with milk all day ..no luck! Kitten cannot lap! Lena tried to rub its little mouth in milk but it just was licking itself. So we do not know whether it mews being hungry or for any other reason. ha ha ha what was very funny..we lost kitten in our flat! We gave up finding it. ha ha we found kitten hearing its mewing ha ha under my sofa. It couldn't get itself free. really, that is something special to keep this fluffy sleeping thing on lap. I am trying to listen to my organism for whole day because I have an allergy to cats...hmm no sore eyes, no running nose..I do not rub my chin ...maybe I've got an immunitet for it? I got some scratches ..maybe I coped with it? I so hope for best..I DO NOT WANT GIVE BACK THIS KITTEN IN SOMEBODY'S ELSE HANDS! It is too lovely!!!
We haven't named our kitten yet. One man said it was female kitten, but we need to make sure it is so. We have to show kitten to the veterinary surgeon first.
I worry that we didn't see kitten leaving any wet places...of course before to piss you need to drink something...hey, little thing, wake up! I have to relocate my bones to the bed.
P.S. I even think that it softens its claws when touches me :)

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