HOLD FAST TO DREAMS,

FOR IF DREAMS DIE,

LIFE THEN IS A BIRD

THAT CANNOT FLY.








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On hike...

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Got home half an hour ago... People didn't even got home yet but I am already at the puter...
Cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was on hike today


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Roma and I have been feeding ravens in the park lately. It's like a ritual now. First we go to feed birds. Ravens have become used to us,now the most braviest pick up bread on arm's length. I like their eyes, such nice jet-black beads, searching look in them. Maybe they are crows...hmmm interesting...male birds are ravens, female birds are crows. I thought ravens should be fully black ones but these we watch in Botanical garden are mostly grey with black heads and black feathers in their wings. Some birds are very big, maybe old and definitely feeling themselves like kings. Those birds which are thinner and smaller in size are often with some feathers or with the whole wing dragging on the ground. We thought those ravens or crows were kind of sick but today we were witnesses how they get injured. Strong ravens for some reasons fight with others. We were almost shocked when one raven suddenly flew upon other with the dragged wing and literally became to trample it. It was violent. They couldn't fight because of food I think, we always take plenty of buckweat seeds, some bread, or anything Roma didn't eat up. And today we watched two ravens which were cawing at each other, just imagine two big birds with two big open beaks spreading their wings on the ground and shouting at each other! It was a spectacle! I don't know how Roma was taking it and I just was holding him to my knees and kept on talking to him how it was ay-yay-yay-ay to fight. Roma had his own beak opened because of what he had seen.
Roma always loved to chase after doves but now he probably loves little sparrows more. I throw some seeds for doves, a little further some more for sparrows, they fly on seeds like a little cloud and scatter as Roma runs to them in ecstasy...
After feeding birds we usually go to throw a plastic bag in which we brought seeds and bread in a dustbin. Roma calls it kaka and goes all the way to the dustbin holding a bag like a trophy. I teach him that it is very bad to throw rubbish anywhere except a dustbin. Kakas must be in those grey or black boxes with a round hole to throw it in.Roma learned it well. Once, after putting our rubbish, he tried to collect all the other litter in the dustbin. For my luck it was only a beer can and half of a plastic bag, all dry. He seemed not mind to clean all territory, I guess.
Other things my cute nephew loves when I write letters for him on snow and he rubs them off with his hands or feet and says- Netu (no). hahahaha
Well, it's late now...I am glad that I seem to be back to studying again. That's second day that I write down dialogues from Englishtown site, listen to them, repeat...I love it again...
Now--------------- to bed...Sir, yes, Sir!!!


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I went to movies... Inkheart...
First thing I have done coming home from cinema was to check whether I really had this book "Inkheart".
I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With every word spoken, the story comes to life...


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On my way home I dropped in "Perekrestok" to buy something to eat. I took some apples, pears and some Danone yoghurts and cottage cheeses. I don't know how but I managed to drop one of cottage cheeses right beside the checkout. It exploded. I pushed it with the top of my boot off the way and put my things on the conveyor belt. I didn't even blush...

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Terrible! Terrible! Terrible!!!
That’s not enough that all my sister’s family went down with virus flu.
That’s not enough that I got infected as well!
That’s not enough that I also got pink eye infection!
That’s not enough that the doctor in the policlinic refused to see me though I said I was going to pay to be seen without waiting in line!
That’s not enough that I had to go to paid clinic and their oculist prescribed me eye drops which cost a fortune!
That’s not enough that those both eye drops caused a terrible allergy to my eyes and eyelids that I was looking in the mirror and hoped I was only sleeping and watching a nightmare, that it wasn’t MY reflection there…
That’s not enough that I had to go and see oculist again, to spend lots of money for other eye drops, an ointment and antiallergic pills.
That’s not enough I had to wash my hands twenty four times a day, before and after each treatment for my eyes.
That’s not enough that I had to wash and iron towels and bed-linen hardly using them!
That’s not enough I had to stay home while there was a winter’s tale outside, 32F and snowing as never before!
That’s not enough I couldn’t read, use the computer or watch TV for a week!
It’s strange that there were not enough of unfortunate events for me.
I got my spectacle’s rim broken today! One side which is put on ear got off. My glasses served me for two years. Really I expected them to be on my nose for much longer as being a good German trade mark. Alas! If I didn’t try to get a new pair of glasses not long ago I wouldn’t get so upset. I just couldn’t find a good rim that would fit my face nice. Oh, really I laughed when I saw spectacle’s side broken!
As Russian saying goes-I am going to be a blind kitten for a while. Though English saying is as blind as a bat.
Hahahahaha an electric bulb I bought and changed today burnt a minute ago! hahahahahahaha


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I got up early today
I'll write later, now I fight to keep my eyes open...

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I went to the forest on my bike. It was warm, I didn't need gloves. So it was okay I forgot to take them. I cycled ten miles. That's for you Bill, I mean, in miles, in km it was 18. I know you will convert it anyway though, more precise.
I didn't race, sooner I was circling slowly in the forest thinking about some people I met over Skype. They all were from Great Britain. With all of them I only had one chat. Well, maybe with the last I will chat some day on MSN. First man asked for the picture and cancelled sending his when I refused to send mine. It wasn't a chat like a nice, friendly chat. It was something like giving away some information about himself, pressed in short expressions but fully enough. It was like he wanted to tell about himself everything like there would not be another chance. But I liked some of his questions, probably he could be a good friend. But next time I saw him online he didn't say hello, neither did I. Talking to a man online is just like dating, a man supposed to say hello first, if he doesn't it probably means he's not interested, so no one woman who respects herself won't try to get man's attention in this case. That's my opinion. Then I met another Brit, who did send his two pictures and, AND DIDN"T ask for mine! Isn't it just a sensation? LOL I can't say it was something funny chatting with him. Are all Brits too serious? He didn't say hello to me next time we both were online on Skype. I wondered why but then I remembered his words : So I may not see you soon? Then I'll leave it up to you then. Probably he meant ME to say him hello. Okay. I only had to run away as there were just perverts and Turkish online. But Turkish are the most perverts, along Egyptians of course. But the latter at least can sing and just more polite. And today I again met a man from the UK. I bet he had something Turkish in his profile, or maybe I was wrong...Maybe I was a little hard on him saying that I don't stand all these u, i, wanna, gonna because it spoils English. And he pointed out that every sentence must end with a full stop, what I was not doing either. But what made me laugh that was his comment for my picture in profile. He called it "nice nose ona snow day" . hahaha It just made me laugh and I can't help smiling now.
So I was riding and wondering about all three Brits and thinking how much I want to get to the UK to study. And some my thoughts were sad, because of Greydragon, if he could know that I miss him. If my another friend could guess how much I miss him too and that my pride doesn't let me write him and ask how's life...
Cycling in the forest is SOMETHING! Paths were slippery with mud and bumpy because of knobby pine roots. It just made it better. As I circled time after time some parts of paths became just too slippery to ride through, my bike was skidding so that I hardly kept myself on. It was adrenalin rush in my blood :-)))
Though we had two days of snow earlier, now there were no signs of snow in the forest. It was damp, brown with wet foliage. The forest looks this way in spring. Just in spring the sky is high and blue. Today it was low and grey, neither a winter's one, nor spring's.
What I didn't like after that all riding was to clean my shoes! My yak leather shoes, my favourite ECCO shoes. Of course they are also just nice to be worn in such weather, but to clean them after all that mud glued to their soles was something terrible! And my bike needs washing also!

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Whew, I am back in my diary with my own login. I am sorry for taking diary's admin time, but at least it helped me to remember my password for my diary... whew a few times more...
Wonders, whether it will make her write more...


23:25

15C!

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WOW what a wonderful day it was!
Cycled to the supermarket "Karusel", forgot their discount card. Bought sea kale, two Activia Danon cottage cheese and croissants with cheese. On the way home dropped in bakery and bought two buns with cottage cheese and a errrrr (in MacDonald it's called a muffin) a cake.
At home made a cup of instant coffee with TWO teaspoons of sugar and ATE buns, a muffin, and three croissants! It's called gluttony! Tomorrow I'll be complaining about my weight. Suppose it's going to be 67 kg.
It will be tomorrow when I step on scales but today it's sooo good! Life is a good thing indeed!
The weather was so nice that I decided to cycle in the forest, to work out eaten food lol.
It was something! I was full and I was strong, it felt soo good! It tried to rain, but for my luck it only were several drops of rain on my glasses, then it stopped.
Autumn brightened trees in yellow. Paths were soft and beautiful with fallen leaves, fresh air... I didn't want to turn home. I cycled in cicles through the forest and every time as I passed a sportground (somebody made several horizontal bars and nailed a thick enough branch between trees about knee high to make push-ups ( that's what I was doing) I exercised a bit. Of course it is easier to do push-ups using a branch instead of ground. But for my weak arms that was a good work out anyway. When I got home and was washing my hands my arms felt like in weightlessness. Muscles got a good load!
I love nature, sport and English. Who will doubt?

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Why it is so unfairly? When it's a day off time flies, when it's a work day time seems to stop... Again I left some chores undone.
Stored 80 kg of potatoes, 20 kg of carrots and 1 kg of onion for winter. It's funny how little onion I use, probably it's really enough for me. Carrots won't stay long. I have already started drinking carrot juice. I'll try to have one glass of carrot juice a day. They say too much of carotine can make your face yellowish. Well. Let's see how many glasses of carrot juice will make my face get yellowish.
I completed 70 exercises of the course "Solo on the Keyboard". I can type not looking at the keyboard, not very fast though. Last year I gave up on session 68. If somebody knew how it's hard to pull myself together to keep on studying...
Anyway, hello to the second month of Autumn!!!


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The alarm clock was set on 6:50 to get off but I happily ignored it and got up at 8:10.
Watered all my plants.
Got myself out for jogging in the forest.
After first 100 meters started panting.
Don't know how I made myself keep running.
A man holding his big black dog said " a way to athletes..."
Sweat made my hair look like after the shower.
I knew I was running slowly and clumsy.
In a little while I felt myself a little better.
The most difficult was running up along a narrow path through the pine trees.
I don't know how I got myself up, but when I did I was completely out of breath.
My hips were hurting.
My lungs were hurting.
My arms were weighting too much.
And the worst thing was that my glasses were getting misted over. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I physically felt sweat drops on my nose and I had no handkerchief to wipe them off.
My state was terrible. Each and every muscle started aching after I tried to do some excercises.
That's what means not to jog for many, many years...
If somebody knew how it is easy to ride a bicycle in comparison with jogging!
I rode almost 550 km on my bike since I got a cyclocomputer and I can say now that it doesn't give enough physical activity to a person at all!
When you jog it makes more your muscles to work.
I wonder for how long I will have my will-power go jogging in the forest? :)
But for today I deserve a MEDAL. Really I deserve!

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Can't wait for the Euro 2008 to start.
Watched friendly Russia against Serbia on last Wednesday tonight. Ours won by two goals to one. Surprised to see our football players to performance a good football. My friend laughed when I said about russian football following " The players move on the pitch like sleepy flies..."
Our team on Euro in the group D with Spain, Greece and Sweden. I do not think Greece can be a serious rival though they won Euro 2004. At least we were the only team who beat them four years ago.
I am disappointed England is not involved.
It's funny that most fans make prediction that Russia will be knocked out by Spain in the first time, draw with Greece and like Sweden beat us as well. ha. ha. Football does not stay on the same position, everything can be changed surprisingly and shocking, but it as well makes us love it. Miracles happen. I look forward to watching exciting games. And first of all I'll be rooting for Russia against Spain on the seventh of June.
Come on Russia!!!


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It's first of March... Spring is on calendar. Spring is in the air. I hope. Spring it time for love. Maybe this year I am going to be a bit luckier? :)
Yesterday I cut my finger badly. It was not going to fall off but the cut was soooo deep that I was thinking about going to ambulance to put in stitches. Today it looks healed over that I even can wash plates, cook and maybe even do some washing. I like my socks to be white, not like somebody else prefers them changing their colour, I am not going to name such a person though. My wound is healing quick. I have nine lives like a cat.
Got my passport today. Again I was very lucky. When the time was 2:57 PM I was next to enter the office to get my passport. Later I found out my phone's clock were two minutes ahead. Two women and a man were not so lucky today, though it takes about two minutes to get a ready passport they couldn't talk an office worker to give them their passports. - Our boss called us, we can't make him wait! I don't know why but I was 100 percent sure I would have got MY passport TODAY. :) while waiting in line... I wonder, where I am able going to? To Greece? No. My sister's husband says nothing remarkable is there now. To France? No. They hardly speak English. To England? sighs...would be nice...if it wouldn't be such expensive country...

Paid for Internet. Bought food. I couldn't help buying two cakes, one with chocolate filling and another with poppy. It was not good. Chocolate cake was good. I mean buying it was not good. I must work on such kind of temptations. Bought sea salt. It was good. Bought some veggies, oranges and pea....hmmm pears or pea? Need to look up...but why...I bought both all the same, I will try to remember what is pea and what is pear when I have time. As for now I tend to think that pea is a veggy and a pear is a fruit that looks like a bulb. Something tells me I am right.
Cooked veggetable soup, not Minestrony of course, but it smells very good.
One thing is left to be done today before I help myself with the soup. I need to learn one yoga exercise. Maybe I continue copying one book I want to share with my friend.


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What a great picture and keen eyesight!


«Дино» на Яндекс.Фотках

I can't help looking at pictures on Yandex! and I am sooooooo jealous! And now I am twice as jealous! Now, when the weather is sooo lovely, bright and no frost I have to stay home with the cold. No hunting for this kind of pictures in our forest as well as no skiing for meeeeeeeee... Is it fair??? I had lovely winter pictures in 2005 and 2006 but I have no one good picture of this year. I left my camera's battery at home when I was in the forest last time. I wanted to take pictures of those lovely, big, funny snowmen and a bird's feeder but I didn't have my camera along. Next day snowmen were broken MONSTERS!!!! How could they!!! and for taking a picture of that lovely wood feeder I forgot to put a battery inside of the camera. SIGHS
It even feels worse when I wrote about it. Rubbed salt into the wound...
I may be watching MY summer pictures now...Though they are not as good as Yandex displays but still some are very good and they bring those warm memories back to me...I almost can feel that air, that danger that I hardly caught a viper, that sympathy for a poor hedgehog that couldn't free itself from a plastic bottle ( and that stinky smell as well), those mushrooms taking my breath away... light rain, hiding wild strawberries, dewdrops... I am in love with the forest whatever it may sound strange...


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I am fighting to keep my eyes open...
A lame excuse not to write :yawn: :sleepy: :sleep:
:snezh: :snezh: :snezh: Winter has arrived in the Moscow Region. FINALLY!!!
I went to the forest to make sure I will not scratch my skis against dry grass or fallen cones my next day off. I heard the weather is not stable for this week and can change any day. ewwwwwww
Bill? I hope you read this. Here is a picture of our forest, the part I called Alaska forest. Can you tell the difference? LOL
YUCK! I failed to put a picture here , it's over 150kb, 177kb to be exact. Well, I'll have to put it on MSN. But not today, oh.
Here is a picture of the result of my today's work. Определённо я вхожу во вкус! hahaha It means I started to enjoy assembling the wall units. Even though I didn't finish the whole section, I am still very proud of myself.
:cool: I may be wanted as a professional fitter.
Though I sooooo hit my left index finger with a hammer. Definitely, my OUUUUUCH was heard five floors down. The bruise appeared almost immediately!


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It smells of wood and pine in my room!!! :yolka11:
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I have just finished assembling two of the four sections of wall units. This is ridiculous, today is January 19th and I only have one third of my wall units ready. I should have ordered professional fitters on January 22nd. Now I am dog tired, my back hurts and I am not sure whether there are enough screws! It is on the one hand. On the other hand- don't I look sooooo cute doing it ALL by myself? :)
In drilling holes for the handles I made two holes in my English textbook. On accident of course. I had to put something under the piece of wood and with my luck I took "English Grammar" by Kachalova, with a very good hard cover. LOL I checked, I didn't drill too deep of a hole into the cover. The text wasn't damaged. To drill the other holes I used another book " Windows'95 for dummies". Anyway I don't use Windows'95 any more and of course I am not dummy either. LOLOL I made a drawer for mid-section. It took me less than 10 minutes. First two I have been making for an hour if not more. That is experience!
The hardest part of the job was hinging the door on. It was hung incorrectly at first and I used all my patience and strength adjusting it. Now it's OK.
I still ask myself- why I didn't wait till January 22nd ??? WHY???


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The temperature dropped at last. It was 23 degrees Celsius at noon. Now it is 15 degrees Celsius. In Fahrenheit I won't tell, it's too difficult for me to count.
I am ashamed to confess that I was sleeping almost all day... it explains my night entry now.
But...
I am not about to write something...
I took two pictures today to stick this day in my memory.
One is showing that the fall is round the corner. And how the new building is dressing up in bricks.
Another one shows full moon. It was 44 minutes past 8 when I took this picture, the moon was on in all its beauty...