I was crying today at night, that’s why my head was splitting today. There’s no relationship between me and my daughter, no understanding between us, no love, no respect. No one can help. No one. Teachers want to help, even a headmaster wants to help us. But it is possible to help someone who wants to accept a help. How to help who doesn’t want to??? Well, it’s my problem.

It was a bit freezing today. I took the thermometer from the balcony where it showed 10 C and fixed it outside of the kitchen’s window. It was only five degrees below zero. I went to walk in the forest. I walked until I felt better. It was so strange to see the forest where I go to ski without snow. Oh, what if we don’t have enough snow this winter? Dry grass is sooooo high!!!

Nobody was around…I only heard dogs’bark.

I got cold. Only my feet were warm…no wonder, I put on new boots…There’s a saying: keep your feet warm and a head cold, :-) I mustn’t complain then.

It’s my last posting in this year.

I ran out of traffic for this month ,I overspent too much traffic

There’re over 15 emails in my emailbox today and I can’t afford to open them and read…

I might hurt my friend today, he didn’t send me his Goodnight email…

I am very sorry,Bill.